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[Mar. 30th, 2005|01:50 pm] |
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today i feel very happy, i think the sun has something to do with it. tonight is bowling night with the guys. i love wednesdays because of them. but before that jason and i are going to go eat burritos and ride bikes.
i am trying to eat somewhat healthy, but i say that all the time. i really need to though i think i will have a hell of a lot more energy.
five more pages of english project to do, davies up to 7.14+vocab+article, and contract for brandt. its funny because thats like the most homework i have had in my whole highschool career. |
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| not much better.... |
[Mar. 28th, 2005|08:22 pm] |
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| | oc theme | ] | well school was fine today, i got a lot of homework done too.
then after school i realized i locked my keys in my car,they were just laying on my seat staring at me, so travis had to take me home and we had to break in to my house to get a spare key.
i pretty much lounged all day, watched a new york minute, and did chores.
talked to the video store guy about a job, its looking good ::crosses fingers::
still things are crap. i tried to talk to my daddy today about things but the words just wouldnt come out, it used to be so easy to say anything, but i just dont want to make him mad.
i really dont know whats wrong with me, i literally cried myself to sleep last night, and im like wtf this is not me at all. i havent cried in so long. i kinda talked to anesia about things today and it was a big relief to have someone know what i was talking about.
off to watch OC season 1, adam brody makes me happy! |
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| bullshitters |
[Mar. 27th, 2005|09:29 pm] |
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| | feels like home-Chantal Kreviazuk | ] | this weekend wasnt the best.
honestly i dont know what a friend is. i try and try and try and i get nothing back at all. why do i fall for the lies time after time? im done though! no more. i dont want to go through this every week.
hey people....if you say your going to do something, do it! if you say your going to be somewhere, be there! i hate the feeling of not being able to rely on ANYONE. people wonder why i am so closed and dont want to open up and let people help me with anything, blah blah. its because no one can, they say they can but they cant.
im suppose to be amazingly happy. guess what im not.
back to my own little quiet world where everything is far from perfect...
have a nice night!!!! :) |
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[Mar. 15th, 2005|01:55 pm] |
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ive been so happy lately because of the weather, even today it was ugly but now it is starting to be somewhat sunny. eventhough i feel sick today, i woke up with a cold and ear ache. sucks.
we have like 58 more days until check out (not including weekends or days off), that will be great. im so excited to graduate and never have to go to school again! not to mention get away from the many idiots at our lovely school....
i think i will go see my nephew today, if my sister ever sends me pictures i will post them, he is adorable!!
naptime. |
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[Aug. 18th, 2004|10:09 am] |
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ok so i decided to update! i havent been up to much at all. i did get almost all my school clothes shopping done. im very proud of that. also yesterday i went to ram days and found out i have nino instead of mckenna for world issues. i hope thats a good thing. later on natalie and i went and visited tony, who i havent seen in forever so it was cool. i really miss that kid. my dad called and said i needed to come home and do chores so i had to leave tho. but later i wen t back to natalies and got to hang out with KERRIE! i love her! then i went to craigs to get the harry potter books because i have never read one (i kno shame on me). then went to jasons for pizza. and today i am bored for now because jason is working and i have to clean the bathtub. im really excited about next week though because i get to go to donnys cabin one last time before school starts! it will be really fun. well im off to clean and then maybe get a chance to read. love you all. bye! |
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[Aug. 12th, 2004|10:01 am] |
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well i realize i have updated forever because i never get online and by the time i do i dont have anything to write here. so im guessing for the rest of the summer i just wont write in here. i will still read peoples but no updatiing for me. love u all! |
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[Jul. 17th, 2004|11:23 am] |
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| | awake | ] | well wed. was j and i's 5 month, but i had to work but he still brought me pretzels and when i got to his house i got spaghetti factory, it was very good. then i had to come home. thursday i didnt have to work and i was suppose to hang out with someone but of course that didnt happen, so im kinda not even trying anymore. but then i hung out with sydney jade kelsey and shannon which was fine. yesterday i finally got to go swimming!!! natalie jason and i went to her grandparents and swam there and then ate!! later some kids came over and hung out which was cool. also these are my classes...
T.A.-office world issues-mckenna math-tommer choir-shep english-bargelt (what is she like ive never had her) D/O
im satisfied with it, but so far i only have a class with one person.
today i think that i will probably go bridge jumping then i have to work at 5. it will be pretty good. im off now. bye. |
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[Jul. 14th, 2004|07:34 am] |
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well the past week has been pretty fun. i went and saw anchorman with jason and it was soooo funny. then sunday i went to donnys cabin but he gives the crappiest directions so it took forever to get there, luckily taylor finally called me. but we decided to go swimming and danny was carrying me and we fell backwards in the river on rocks and i have the BIGGEST bruse of my whole life! overall it was fun though because i love hanging out with all those people. we came back monday and went and saw spiderman 2 it was pretty good. then yesterday i just hung out with jason until later when i went with natalie but it was retarded. im so freaking tired right now but i cant go back to sleep and its the dumbiest thing. i get to start babysitting for my sister. i love kaleb and he is such a good baby so it will be good. today i have to work but hopefully i get to finally hang out with ally because i miss her and everytime we try to hang out it never works out. well im going to attempted again to sleep. everyone have a nice day. |
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| YAY for camping!! |
[Jul. 7th, 2004|10:16 am] |
it was really fun!! and to have jason there made it better. mostly we just hung out at the campsite eating every 5 minutes and playing games. then we went swimming and the water was sooooo cold. on the way home the tire on the RV blew or something so all the tread came off and smashed into my poor little car. the blinker light is out and the cover is broken and i have two really little dents. stupid tread.
yesterday i had to catch home on all the house chores and later went running around with jason. went to eat at spafac. later i went to natalies to hang with her and anesia because we havent in forever but then neeshie left to go get stephen and natalie had some guys over so i just went back to jasons. and he is so cute because he had this fire made and all the stuff ready to make smores, so we roasted marshmellows and had them, mmmm sooo good. today i have to go to work at 5 after having 5 days off. o well. im hungry. bye. |
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[Jul. 1st, 2004|10:26 am] |
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| | awake | ] | so i helped jason in the yard yesterday for 3 hours! i got sunburned :( and it hurts a bit, and i have flip flop tan lines :/ i had to go to work after that which wasnt bad because i was training the new guy (seth) and he learns pretty fast so thats cool. went to jasons then came home by 12.
today i need to start packing, camping is going to be really great!! the only part that sucks is that we have to get up at like 6 to go to my sisters so we can beat the crowd trying to get out of town.
im off to do my chores today so i will talk to everyone later. |
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[Jun. 30th, 2004|10:14 am] |
summer is so great. i finally got to go swimming!! i also went to hollys who i havent hung out with in FOREVER! i wasnt over for very long but it was cool. my tv went out in my room so im in search for a new one, plus i have to figure out something to do with the old one.also i went to my sisters on sunday to talk about the camping trip this weekend. my dad said i could go i just had to get jasons parents to say yes. without too much trouble they said yes so its great! i've never gone camping with my sister before so it will be good, plus i get to hang out with kaleb for 4 days.
today i need to hurry up and get ready to go to jasons. his stepdad is being ridiculous and giving him 2384973589 chores so i said i would help. then after that is work! blaaaa for work. plus i only work two days this week. suck for me. anyways im off. everyone have a good day, its beautiful. |
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[Jun. 24th, 2004|11:16 am] |
well summer has been great so far!! on monday i got everything ready for the camping trip which we were suppose to leave at like 1 but didnt until about 4. we went to Rainbow Falls. it was jason taylor mason donny alex and me, i thought it would be weird being the only girl for 2 days but it wasnt. it was suppose to be really sunny but it wasnt but it was still fun. alex and taylor went down the rapids it was really funny. we ate tons of food. and stole lots of wood and cut down a tree. we got back yesterday pretty early and it was good because i needed to wash clothes and take a shower before work. i still got to jasons before work and hung out and ate. work wasnt too bad tonight i got out exactly at 10. and i saw drew! then went to jasons and hung out with him and dillan for awhile. came home and slept.
today im waiting for my dad to get home so i can go to my sisters to play with kaleb. then off to work again at 5! well i hope everyone has a good day. |
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| FINALLY SUMMER! |
[Jun. 19th, 2004|11:16 am] |
well i got out of school thursday and went over to my sisters to play with Kaleb, he is getting sooo big!! then i had to go to work which was retarded but when i got off i went down to hidden with justin and jason and just hung out there a long time but then we got tired and went back to jasons and went to sleep.
yesterday somehow we woke up at like 8 in the morning, but i just went home and ate breakfast with my dad, we had a good talk. then i had to wait until jason came home so i just ran errands with my faja. jason finally got home and i took him on a picnic with spagetti factory and twix, he really liked it. later we waited for justin and headed over to donnys. there were about a million people there and i hate that. i just hate parties in general, i just wanted to hang out with my friends. then of course there was a cop scare so basically everyone left and we just went to hidden again and hung out until i was really tired and we went home.
today justin woke us up at like 9! but owell. i have nothing to do today until 5 when i get to go to work! yes how fun! anyways have a nice day the sun is amazing. |
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| suck at updating i do |
[Jun. 14th, 2004|10:16 pm] |
well no use trying to go over the last 2 weeks of no updating! tonight jasons parents took us out for his birthday, and today also was our 4 month so it all worked out. it was spaghetti factory so it was a good time. three more days until summer. im really excited for it. i want to do a bunch of stuff and i have a car this summer so tahts awesome too. and finally i will be a senior, one more year of highschool. i've been starting to plan a trip for next summer. i'm so excited for it and its a year away. but my dad is letting me bring 5 friends to Cabo and stay in one of our timeshares and he's even letting us use the penthouse!! im sooooooo excited for it! i hate that i have to wait a year tho.
well i still have homework to do which is really retarded but it must be done, so talk to u loves later. |
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[Jun. 6th, 2004|08:38 pm] |
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another long time of no updating. well this weekend wasnt too exciting anyways. Friday i had to work at 4 but ashley and i both got off at about 7:30 so we could go get her belly button pierced. she was really scared but she lived. the rest of the night i went to jasons for a little bit and then headed over to alex's for his birthday. i got to see a lot of people i hadnt seen in awhile. but i had to go home early because i had to get up at 7 on saturday for SATs. they were ok. for being a 3 hour long test it went by pretty quickly for me. after that i ate breakfast at jasons and headed off to work. it got terribly slow but they wouldnt let me leave until 11 so it was stupid. today i had to work again at 10 but then i went over to my aunts for dinner and got to hang out with my family which was cool because i never do that anymore. got to hold my favorite baby in the world, Kaleb. now im home, bored as usual. i just dont want to go to school at all anymore. its just not fun at all. sheesh. |
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[May. 25th, 2004|09:18 pm] |
yesterday was good, after school i went to patricks and hung out with him adam eric kyle vebol and mike, then that got rather boring because those boys are weird. i called taylor and he said he would call me when him and mason were done playing RISK, so i went and got subway and saw ally. taylor took forever to call me so i stopped by jasons long enought o eat ice cream!! finally tayo called me and i just went over there and played cards cuz taylor and i have nothing else to do. i finished my spanish project finally and hopefully did good.
today was ok too. after school jason came over and we watched tv and ate until about three, then i went and picked sam and grego up, took greg home and went to sams. just hung out until he had to go to his baseball game then i went to jasons to do homework. his mom ordered pizza so i was really happy.
now im trying to get this history project done because its marcel's project too but i have no glue and thats a key element to putting things together. i'll figure out something though, i always seem to.
tomorrow i go visit my sister trista and her baby. should be good, babies are soooooo cute!
bi. |
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| homework needs to die... |
[May. 24th, 2004|09:57 am] |
so i attempted to do homework but it just didnt work and i have 3 projects due this week! ahhhhhh
this weekend was okay, i got to hang with ally for a few hours and that was good and then had to work everynight. jason came over saturday night tho. he brought be spaghetti factory and starbucks at work!!! i love this boy! he always goes out of his way to make me happy. its really awesome!!
well i woke up this morning and called rusty but he couldnt give me a ride....so i just stayed home cuz im too lazy to find different rides. i think from now on im just going to ride the city bus on days i dont drive cuz rusty seems to never want to go to school!
im going to attempt again to do homework so talk to you all later. |
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[May. 22nd, 2004|01:40 pm] |
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| | ALLYS MIX | ] | well im super tired!! i didnt get to sleep until about 2 last night and phonecalls wake me up! i dropped my phone in a glass of water (yes im retarded) so its being weird but i think ally and i are going to try to get new ones or something.
i was suppose to work on homework today but im not, i will start though. im waiting for my car to stop getting looked at so i can go somewhere instead of sit here, man i freaking work at 5!
all those mixed of feelings i had i cleared up. i know exactly what i want to do with things and how much they mean to me now. i'm really loving it too.
summer is slowly coming and im so excited, i had a good last summer because of some certain someones but also had some drama. im thinking this summer will be better. i have some of the best friends in the world that i will be able to hang out with. a plus is we all have cars this summer so we can actually hang out all the time too.
well im really going to go try to do homework before work so i'll talk to u all later.
If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal. |
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| WAY TOO BUSY! |
[May. 19th, 2004|08:49 pm] |
i havent updated in like 2 weeks!!!! its so hard to get on these days to even check mail. i'm never home anymore, its always school work friends. plus i have been over at my sisters every week to see her baby.
i have sooo many differnt projects to do and i'm so tempted to not do them because there is less than a month of school left but i kno if i dont do them i will fail horribly.
i have lots of different feelings lately and its driving me nuts. i dont kno what to do about anything. i'm such a mixed up person that has sooo many feelings but no where to place them. i seriously just suck!
well i have to work the next four days, i am back to just having one job. i quit Pt.D. but i should probably get some sleep because im going to be up late the next couple days because of work, goodnite. |
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| computers are gay!!! |
[May. 4th, 2004|04:31 pm] |
well i havent been able to get on lately because my computer has that stupid virus/worm thing again! it sucks!!! but anyways friday my sister had her beautiful baby boy!!! his name is Kaleb Michael and he is soooooo adorable. saturday i didnt have to work so i went and saw her and him and they are so cute. later i went to formal which i had a good time with jason. we plus laura and sam went out to eat at spagetti factory which was great!! sunday i had to work but it was my birthday and i had a good day, saw tonster at the mall that was nice.
today im about to go to work and its allys first day so i get to train her, that will be funny. well im off to go get ready. probably wont be on for awhile. |
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